since we were 5 years old.. we;ve been best friends..we grew up together our parents were friends..i could tell u nething. so when u moved away when we were in the 6th grade i cried so bad..i missed u. then reunited in grade 9 things went right back to the way that they were.i was so happy to have u bak. then it happened. a party for our friend..tthere was too much alcohol and u thought that u would try to take our friendship just one step further. you did this without even asking me. u told me that you would never hurt me, u looked me right in the eyes and told me that you would protect me from nething or neone that could hurt me. you tried to rape me. my best friend..it hurts so bad..u took away my trust..i dont kno who to trust..no one is here..i feel so alone. my world is upside down. i start to cut myself. i feel worthless. i shut everyone and everything out. my family doesnt notice until i am standing in front of them bleeding and cryin. it took a year. a whole year of my life. the coucelling, the pills, the tears, the thoughts, the fear. That has been the past year of my life..when i finally think that its all over. i cant trust again..it all repeats. welcome to my life

to every gurl out there that has been thru this..kno that it'l be alright tell someone..get help becuz holding it in..only makes it worse trust me i kno