why do i love you????????????

Why do i love you?

I try to find the reasons of why i feel this way,
I try to find the words that would be right to say,
I think of all the good times,the times in which you shared,
You shared with me your heart,but back then you really cared,
You cared about my feelings you cared if i was sad,
You always made me happy,things never seemed that bad,
You'd take away the heartache you'd take away the pain,
But now all you seem to do is make feel insane,
You tell me im emotional and you wonder why,
Did you ever think that it was you that made me cry?
When you told me i was stupid,when you made me feel so small,
It really makes me wonder if you loved me at all,
And now all can do is try to make myslef feel strong,
I try my very hardest,,but then i hear that song.
I listen to the words that you once sang to me,
And i start to know why we were meant to be,
I realised i was happy when i used to hear you say,
When you'd tell that you loved me every single day.
When you'd called me sweetheart and when you kissed my cheek,
And ill never forget being happy just to hear you speak,
But now im scared you've changed that you are not that lad,
The boy that made me happy now wants me to be sad,
But with this mix of feelings why do i want you here,
And why the hell i love you is'nt very clear,
So can someone tell me what the best thing is to do,
And tell me why it is that i cant stop loving you....