Tonight was ment to be cool
when all us teens could rule
a party by ourselves at last
we were sure we were going to have a blast
we'd get our vodka from the house next door
then throw ourselvs around drunk on the floor
but it soon reached 12 and the party was to end
so i waved goodbye to all by best friends
The older boys zoomed around the corner in there car
I didnt think i would ever go this far
I knew they were drunk but i still got in
If i hadnt done this the trouble wouldnt begin
We were driving realy fast when the driver lost control
I closed my eyes and heald by breathe
I wasnt yet ready for my death
I lay upon the ground so cold
Waiting for a hand to hold
I felt no pain i felt so numb
I only wanted to see my mum
When suddenly i heard the ambulence van
and the quiet voice of a man
The blood was dripping down my head
And then i know the young man said
this girl wont make it she looks half dead
and the soft crying of the people i knew
I just wanted to pull through
To hold on to my family and best friends
i prayed for my life to not yet end
I saw those boys bieng carried away
The crowd stood speachless with nothing to say
It was so cold and the sky so black
The wait seemed forever i just wanted time to go back
I knew why they wernt moving me
I didnt stand a chance
I was short of breathe now i took one small glance
the floor was red with blood and the car up in flames
if i could go back just 2 hours i wouldnt play these games
I waitin slowly for my death lying there alone
I just wanted to go home
How could i be ready to die
i tried so hard not to cry
I whispered with my last few breathes
I love you all dont ever forget
I took one look then one last breath
it was time to go and i thaught nothing else