I stare at the blade with hatred
Thoughts go whirling round my head,
What was it that had led me to this moment?
To be willing to take my life without a second’s hesitation,
To be able to slip into nothingness
To allow the black that had plagued my life for so long
To finally dominate.
Had it been God’s laugh at my expense?
Had it been his mocking placement of you into my life,
Only to rip my heart in two?
Had it been my sheer hatred of the life I was forced to live?
I didn’t know.
But I knew it had to end.
Would anyone notice?
Doubtful.
I poise the blade to my wrist.
Hesitation.
Such a curious thing.
If I was going to die eventually,
Why not now?
I tear the blade across my flawless skin.
I’m dying.
I’m pouring
Crimson freedom.
I know I am free.
I’m dying.
Yet praying.
And Screaming.
My wounds cry for the grave.
My soul cries
Will I be denied?
Will I be thrown back into the life I am so eager to leave?
I pray I am too lost to be saved.
Am I too lost?
I am holding my last breath.
Safe inside my cage,
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet ruptured light,
it ends here tonight.

I am surrounded by people,
But more alone than ever
I'm smiling and pretending i'm fine
When all I want to do is cry
People are blind to my pain,

because it's easier than caring.
people think they know me
But they don't know me at all
They don't see past the wall i've built
like true friends should.

I'm all alone
slowly drowning,
sinking into eternal darkness
Time has no effect anymore,
the cuts are too deep

I may be alive but I no longer belong to this world
people just stand and watch me drown,
In every tear i've shed.
I'm fading from existance,
just a mere shadow of life

i'm an echo of a distant laugher
i'm living with no soul
I'm alive but with no purpose
my grave is dug,
my end is near

So all I need to do,
Is say goodbye,
and explain why,
now they are done,
It's time to die

i want to die.
i hate my life.
i will die tonight.
i dont want to live.
let me die. thats me plea.
just let me die.
i want to die.
i will end my life
tonight.
no whants me so i
end my pian
for once and all

read

Her Dad was a drunk

Her mom was an addict

Her parents kept her

Locked in an attic

Her only friend

was a little toy bear

It was old and worn out

And had patches of hair

She always talked to it

When no one's around

She lays there and hugs it

Not a peep of sound

Until her parents

unlock the door

Some more and more pain

She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg

A scar on her face

Why would she be

In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear

And softly crys

She loves her parents

But they want her to die

She sits in the corner

Quiet but thinking,

"Please God, why is

My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life

For a sad little kid

She'd get beaten and beaten

For anything she did

Then one night

Her mom came home high

And the poor child was beaten

As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly

Grabbed for a blade

It was sharp and pointy

One that she made

She thrusted the blade

Right in her chest,

"You deserve to die

You worthless piece of CRAP!

The mom walked out

Leaving the girl slowly dying

She grabbed her bear

And again started crying

Police showed up

At the small little house

Then quickly barged in

Everything quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly

Opened a door

To find the little girl

Lying dead on the floor

It must have been bad

To go through so much harm

But at least she died

With her best friend in her arms

A child dies every day from child abuse


And if you have an ounce of pity in you for Auroura (the little girl),

and you hate child abuse with a passion,

just repost this